3 Years Left|Rap

Three years till I’m gone.
Three years then I’m born.
Three years till I’m free.
Three years then I’m me.
In three years I’ll be done.
Just three years then I’ll run.
Can’t wait for the fun.
Fresh sun here I come.

Three years is some time
But I’m willing to wait
Cause it’d be a crime
To fall prey to their bait
They’ll try and keep me down
But I’m too far ahead
Been dreaming of this
And I’ll fight till I’m dead.

Three years till I rise.
Three years till I fly
Away from this hellhole
To my paradise
In three years I will have
Conquered all my fears
Cause after three years
I’ll be out my dear.

Three years seems long
And yeah I’m not sure
But I have to have faith
Cause that’s always the cure.

Well till then I will wait
With my head up in flames
But trust me three years
Goes by in a daze.

Hey 🙂 I hope you guys liked it because be honest it’s fine if you didn’t but I just wanted to know if you enjoy my raps or if they’re any good or what…so ya please tell me what you think 🙂 This one is about how in three years I’ll be 18 and be legally allowed to do whatever I want (kinda) and so I’ll travel and go out anywhere but here but till then..I gotta wait but it’s worth it. I’m really happy nowadays and that’s actually all thanks to BTS (refer to my post Bangtan Sonyeondan if you are unfamiliar) and of course my friends Edha ( I know you’ll see this ) and Nina (Edha tell Nina about this too) for always being there with my mood swings 😛 I hope I don’t bother you too much.. And lastly I will not forget those 3 or 4 people who regularly like my posts and read them.. you make me so happy.. You know who you are 🙂 I LOVE THE WORLD

 

Two sides.|Rap

On one side, she’s crying herself to
Sleep every night
But on the outside, she’s always tough
Always ready to fight
She’s scared like everyone else
And no one could’ve gone through the pain that she felt
She always tried so fucking hard
To make both her parents hard
But she failed each time
And was about to be kicked outta the house
All these inspiration, motivational speeches
In between
Are useless when you’re luck is
Outta the scene
She tried, she stumbled, she fell every time
She cried, she fumbled, but said she was fine
Because that’s how strong she was
Made of platinum and gold
Nobody can hurt her anymore
She reached this stage by selling her soul

Its kinda short but I hope you enjoyed it and ya..writing raps is pretty fun actually. I don’t really know why but it’s a lot better than trying to write poems I guess so that’s why and plus I love eminem..he is like so awesome and it’s so sad how much he had to go through so..ya..

ΞForever and AlwaysΞ

My future.|Rap

On one side, they saying “Take the time to follow your dreams”
On the other, they saying “Hey I actually need the money”
You can do what you want
With your life,use your voice
But it’d be better if you did this or that
Actually you don’t have a choice
I don’t wanna grow up
Provide for a family
That I didn’t ask for
I wanna live my life
And not become someone’s stay-at-home cooking wife
9 to 5 ain’t my jam
I’m destined for greatness
But I’m just sitting in all this middle class garbage
I’m feeling so damn hopeless

They think they know what’s best for me
In reality they really don’t understand
My flow and battery
They don’t know the first thing
That I dance,rap,draw,skate or even sing
And one day it’ll be too late
And I’ll have to end up giving up on my fate
I guess Imma grow up and have 10 part time jobs
Cause I’m the kinda girl that doesn’t know what she wants.

Forever and Always 

All she ever wanted.|Rap

She’s been in love many times
In her past
But it ain’t love cause damn
Those never last
They either cheat,walk away or she looses herself
And she realises it wasn’t worth it
But she’ll never be over it yet.
She’s makes them feel special
And what do they do in return?
Just end it abruptly and leave her to burn.
Not a day goes by she doesn’t think of them
But what more can she do
When they already left.
“I don’t need anyone” is all that she says
But really she needs someone to help her clear up this mess.

Put my life into perspective
As if in a movie
It was happily ever after
But the ending was too early
Don’t you get it?
All she ever wanted was to belong to someone
To be held, to be cared for,
To be someone’s loved one
But the idea of love was so strange to her
Considering all the rejections that she had to take with her.
Oh ya we’re in this together they say
Then they have the nerve to ditch her halfway
They don’t know what it’s like to be abandoned, deserted and left all alone
It feels like shit creek being ripped to the bone.

Hey guys I hope you read that like a rap and not a poem because then it doesn’t work. Either way did you like it? These are not like feelings I have now like bottle down pm and stuff but i had do written this a while ago in bits and pieces so I decided to put then together and kinda make it one rap so ya..but this is how I used to feel sometime ago but I’m done. Anyway tell me If you liked it!!

∞Forever and Always∞

Back in the day..

Here is a poem/rap that I wanted to share with you guys. I’ve mentioned this person in my blog before but the thing is..that person is now a friend and my best friend is now..i don’t even know. I really like the way I wrote this..so I hope you all enjoy it!! Thank you so much guys. Sorry for not posting so much..school life is so hectic..I’ll try harder to keep it going. I really want to 🙂

Back in the day we were besties
But one day suddenly you left me
Whatever happened to those days when we said
“We would be together forever” now it’s just a maybe
We’ve been through so much;the both of us
Now I don’t know how it was before
We’ve been through so much stuff. I know
But now we’re strangers;nothing more.

I see you around here and there
But I wanna go with you everywhere
We like the same things
We dream the same dreams
And we agreed that music is our destiny
But even after all those moments we shared
You still never ended up trusting me
And I found out about all the shit you’re in
So I now I regret giving you anything

ℵ Forever and Always ℵ